love,

yes. EVERY thing happens for a reason. we've heard that a lot. but it is true. and i seem to be told the same thing. it all happened because she loves you. she loves you too much and you guys are too close. i feel the pain too. part of it is my fault. i wont deny. people tend to do silly things without noticing. im just an ordinary one of those people.

a girl might seem happy and okay all in the outside, but in the inside, nobody knows isnt it? you wouldnt know if she was crying hard deep down in her heart. or out loud when you're not around.
it will only be eight weeks. i wont say i wont be missing you cause for sure i will. who wouldnt miss their own other half? whom i have cherished my happiness with and endured my hardship with. whom i spent most of my time with. whom i have always loved with all my heart. always, and forever. you guys are my everything. words may bring thousands of meanings. some words may seem plain but it means a whole lot more than what it conceals. and some may flaunt cruelness and elements of maliciousness, but it is just words that were spluttered by a hurt soul trying to find her way just like you.
you mean the world to me. nothing is ever good enough to replace you. no boys or guys or hunks or whatsoever dicks (mind my language). people make mistakes. but people are also given chances to correct their mistakes. i thank you for all you have done. for i know you have done a lot for me. know that i love you a lot. simply too much to be put in words.

ILOVEYOUSOFUCKINGDAMNHARDMUCH.

side note : though i wont be around next semester. you think im gonna let you guys get away just like that? wrong girl. i am so crashing illegally and coming by as often as i could with my devil horns! hah! :)