Saturday, May 31, 2008

i aint got etiquettes.

for pleasure and pain. im half charmed, half intoxicated. the latter being.. these lean fingers have wrapped the monochrome plates six times too many. rich, noir. love in the form of consciousness, which i lack thereof. what god blessed : day spent with dearest mother and sibling at the apartment and JJ opposite it. since the tenant has moved out, we've decided to loiter awhile there. it was quite fun. then, it aint no surprise that once more, the demon witching hour, and id be back to the old normal life sitting talking to the lappy in my room sweet room. (which is what im doing now)
what im facing : Stolen Beginnings by Susan Lewis and Just Listen by Sarah Dessen. magnificient to the heaven. erotic yet...immaculate at the first (and afterwards, too) glance. if one can amuse me with such dandy news on the whereabouts of lost children. oh good lord. sell my books, id do such sin, undoubtedly. and perhaps, unconsciously, too.
what im stoked about : day out with femme girlfriends, high school sweethearts. celeste, azue, wei ling, xiu wen, nik, pijah, zati, aina. i miss yous! oh boy oh boy. cant wait. patient dearest, we shall be united soon. truly righteous! lavish heaven, sent good aside! a merry weekend to you! side notes : flattery! thank you ber yee! you and your baby rock ass! woops. cant wait to welcome the baby to the world. may you be blessed by god.
p/s : kind of missing kuantan. and por por. and jong dick. and sa yee. and ber yee. and su ann. and everyone lah! ouh, and por por's sooking. ngeh. pp/s : grace, back off from amar! jangan kacau dia kerja laaaaaa!



just them i love.


a little entertainment for the day may do you good.
performer : N and M, audience : D and A.
location : Equine Park Apartment.
ber yee, is that your sister or is that my mother? ngeh.
i love you like no other, mother!

(ouh, anbreen, lagu step up okayhhh. haha)

Friday, May 30, 2008

the King has called.

scenic as it is, my mornings are awakened by the sound of the jets soaring through fey skies. (well, not really, its the constructions actually. ngeh.) loud, deafening. crisp lunch over afternoon. went out to the nearest Kopitiam in Bangi with Syamir. stories were exchanged, hints of subtle irony. lepak for quite awhile there. sampai habis cawan kopi Syamir jilat sampai licin. eek. lol.
currently am on the mid June countdown. tioman tioman tioman. remains of my weekend remains utmost stellar. beat enthusiasts run in the genes, perhaps? more fact than fiction it is.
and also, shocking news, came home at 5 and found mother YM-ing, heh. you go, girl!

mother rocks.

(p/s : mother, lickclick to enlarge)

new routine, YM with dearest mother. she has just found out what YM's are for and now currently addicted to audibles. ngeh. way to go. cheers mother!
p/s : wei wei wei, go do your work laaa. haha.

cliche.

you wear attractive sexy hot stylish clothes, with big big big shades, some striking skinnies or vest, or maybe topshop tees or whatever, smudge on some make up, take a picture using DSLR, then, BAM! you get to call yourself a model. i call that humour to the real modelling world. ouch.
from the bottom of my heart, no offence lads and lasses.

once again, im sitting here, butt glued to the chair in my room talking to the lappy. that was possibly my 50th yawn within the last half an hour. i feel sluggish, and cranky. a tinge of sadness deep down as well. my day was boringly fine. until...nevermind. i shant say. sigh. sobs aplenty. a merry Friday to you!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

rants about pants.

i have constantly 'pausing, rewinding and replaying' things that mother said earlier. perhaps it is true that some people are just born with good luck. life is unfair. deal with it. apart from that, despite of the fact that different people have different ways of achieving success, i still strongly believe that hard work pays off. but im not sure if i should stick with that now. ludicrous, i know. this swaying feeling between depression and elation sure as hell isnt good. it is atrocious i tell you. in the end of all the hard work, it wasnt her with the trophy. she can only hold her head high up and continue. truly a heartbreak. keep crossing those fingers. chin up, lass!

merry thoughts that had been consumed : day out to BB, Pav and KLCC (yes, all in one day) with them lasses were great though tiring a little. my legs and arse feel like jellos that were going to fall off. (wait, jellos, fall off?) we had some what exercise back there didnt we? with all the going up and down up and down. i even laugh my ass off while letting my fingers dancing on the keyboard with the thought of it flashing in my mind. also, managed to visit cousin miera at work and loitered around with amar for awhile during his work breaks and bumped into deary little sister eyn whom i never met (myspace, pfft). okayh, thats too much and now. ouhh, not forgetting having to bear and witness so-called-social-butt-fitting of them youngsters. banjir klcc dowh! eek. some more with the bright pink + blue + yellow skinnies lasses who walk like charlie's angels. astaga, TV3 KE APE NI? (bak kate ain) and bak kate dee, go play papparazi! shoo shoo! anyhoos, will post pictures as soon as i get them from irara.
p/s : hello su ann. hello jong dick. sheesh. ouh, and congratulations su ann. :)

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

blended stomache.

i feel like running around the house naked and screaming on top of my lungs with my bloated stomache! okayh. minus the nudity maybe. I NEED A SLAP! someone? dang.
*inhale, exhale*
fear not lass and lasses. calm has been restored. will blurt out the details soon. ngeh.
ili baby, we did it
! :))

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

godsent.

Mia and I were talking about them lads and lasses' matriculation result, and it hit me that i am going to 'pick up' my much-awaited results soon. im nervous shitless and i certainly do not possess the same amount of confidence i had seven eight months ago. i want it so bad, id sell my soul (collection of books) or sell my organs (collection of er.. books? boy. thats the only thing i collect.). i know ive done my best, though i am a little bit skeptical on if "my best" will get me a GPA of 3.5 the least maybe? so on that day, ill be in my turtleneck and jeans. in case i wallow.. and that is not a good thing. so for you, the ones who will be taking your results soon too (though im not sure who even reads my posts, maybe just me, eh?), may the force be with you. *smiles* and i am still nervous shitless i need to type something to brush off these unwanted feelings. God, have mercy to the powerless (me)!
p/s : sister D, trust me, your whining annoys me. eeek.

yael naim , a french. love her song.
bak kate ellen degeneres, the one who sings the most 'la-la' in her song.

dust bunny.

my crib is currently under construction and it has become as dusty as a dust bunny. (no offence barney) and mother made us wear these.
guess which is yours truly?
p/s : sister M, where is the other eyeeeeee? ohh myy.
uh-huh.

say what.

help needed. im craving for good outings with good companies at good places added with good foods. SOS?

life is a constant struggle.
keep on rolling lads and lasses.
smile smile.

Monday, May 26, 2008

counter-terriorist.

and so, its Monday again. no smiles were really spared for the previous week. honestly, ive never been a fan of waking up early. anyhow, found myself waking up early and happily landing myself on the couch enjoying the morning shows and giggling like a mad cow with my sister being annoyed after her favourite Dora show being switched to Friends and Ellen Degeneres Show instead. one thing, no matter how many times you constantly repeating the same episode of Friends, you still manage to have a plate of laughters, to me it is. and apart from mother being extremely sarcastic about her zombie daughter finally turning normal! yeay you!
'ehh. kak lynn nak pergi mane nie bangun awal-awal nie?'
'nak pergi pak to yer?'
'ke nak pergi breakfast wantan mee?'

(note, pak to means date in cantonese) well, the reason for the sarcasicm is that i usually wake up early only if i wanted to go out. during the holidays i meant of course. you know, get ready and all. well, yes, im a lass remember? heh.
hah. so there goes my day. after this im going to take it slow. reeeal slow. and relax in my room with my collection of Susan Lewis and Sarah Dessen while fantasizing myself being one of em UK lasses listening to Kooks. yes, very calming indeed. feel free to join.
p/s : get well soon anbin! mentos perhaps?

webbie and doodlie.

part a :

webbie with manimogan moggie.
missed you hella lot. holla me when you're free and we will go out some time like i promised. whee. and thank you for your compliment towards my nose. nonplussed.
p/s : mother, happy now? heh.

'your nose is so adorable!'
'haha. funny. macam buah jambu isnt it?'

part b :
that was me, running. doodled by dearie bunnybarney. cool isnt it? and i returned his favor by doodling him balik. lols.
add the runner and barney the baller. yippee.
(ex runner. heh. ) barney nak lukis netballer but i was going to bed already. oh well, sambung esok!
ehh. copp. why la my arse looks lebar? haha.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

with dignity enclosed.

sunrise, perfect timing. you wake up. you ponder around, nowhere to be found in reality. you become the best of friends with your ceiling. you snap back into what's real. seven minutes, passed. you cannot decipher your dreams earlier on. you are not alone, you say. you are not alone, you think. you are not alone, you lie. thirteen minutes of self-convincing. you get out of bed. you watch your ethereal self in the mirror. you are just like everyone else. you have the same features. you live in the same world. you are yet, somewhat different. six minutes of questions only God can answer. you take a moment to look back. you are envied. you are intensely immune. you are perfect to some eyes. you are invincible. nine minutes contemplating. you say you don't care. you slip lies in between facts. you have had enough.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

u say party, i say die.

despite the throbbing bored-ness days at home, spent the day browsing through IKEA and Ikano with family. though theres nothing to complain about (except for the cicak-man acting like cicak-man, its alright dinie, i got your back.). ouh, and i just love how the Swedish furniture smells. got back home around quarter to 5, as father has a football game later on. predictable. end up lying on the bed the rest of the day proudly finishing my second novel of the semester break. somehow in the middle of all the midst and catastrophe, no lavish plans throughout the day.

anbreen, cheer up! awful shit. live is a total living cliche isnt it? put that eyes-hidden-by-fringe-smile of yours and GO, FIGHT, WIN! heh. craps. Raja Anbreen Aqeela Raja Aziz, make me proud!
and by the way, i want the rest of the 72%! ngee.

i was consulting an anger management. ha ha.daily routine. couldnt get enough of them.

p/s: ili was busy packing things to aussie hence was nowhere to be found. IMYA!

Friday, May 23, 2008

boobies.

anbreen's idea of tioman.
hang on, supp with the pokkodot singlet you put me in to anyways? good Lord.

some imagination you got there babe. cheers!

Thursday, May 22, 2008

unholy mourning.

and when naked honesty thrushes into your body, comes a moment when you can't feel a thing. too numb for words. hesitating for a move, and your eyes intensify. i felt like a horse, coming from a bad breed. but between the bad and the good, only the latter needs to be embraced, no? felt like shit earlier. earlier that is.
run! reeled me in almost too early. bad enough that i have a zombie's sleeping pattern. but my day went supreme today. (i guess?) moving on, i woke up early today, superbly weird? yes. tell me about it. i might actually be able to reverse the pattern anyways. the rest of the day shall commence with enthusiasm. pumped up to some fresh, naive blood. heh. thank you mother. for the wantan mee, and the dollars deposited into my account. ngeh. im talking FRESH ENTERTAINMENT now. apparently mother was extremely happy and claiming that finally she has a normal daughter who leads a normal life by waking up at 7 in the morning. objections anyone? *raises hands*
side notes : tonight's conference with girlfriends came up with a conclusion that MOST lads are morons. heh. no offence lads. i have perfectly emphasized the word most there. i can even come up with a statistics proving lasses are smarter than lads. good Lord. and also, them lasses of mine summed up something for me too.

ili : add, equals to read-able.
add : i am? :s
anbreen : add, equals to predictable.
add : i really am? :ss
anbreen : boleyh bace muke you oke.
ili : tau tape.
okayh, i need to take up drama classes. pronto.

on the other hand, them matrix people got their results today. some of my lads and lasses scored excellently, and some did average. felt sorry for those who didnt. a surge of relieveness flows through when the thoughts of rejecting matrix slipped by. stabs of jealousy for those who did well. and regrets taking place thinking i could be standing in between those lads and lasses too if i accepted the offer. sad. how a single twist of fate can decrease your ego in so many ways. oh well, lets concentrate on the present now shall we?
merry thoughts to consume : a summer splash topped with sleepover at girlfriend's added with a surprise for gurlgurl's nineteen. im feeling evil now. ngeh. and tioman! good heavens. i cant wait. all it takes to make me merry. smiles lads and lasses!
side notes : a) eykaa, 3.79 for science matriculation is luar biase oke? bukan biase! b) welcome to the blogging world deeeeeeeee.

zombified.

oh, the almost. my sleeping pattern has been rather messed up. lunatic asylums. i feel rather like a zombie on voodoo spell. darn. tired of being nagged. plus, i am drained physically. now that my sleeping pattern has been reversed, so is my eating pattern. heh. have you seen my boyfriend appetite? nothing has helped. except for the late night conversations i had with girlfriends and boyfriends via YM that keeps me going.
and the day has been dull too. (as expected) its eithe im talking to the books or the lappy. and not forgetting to God too of course. heh.
ouh. its 12:41. id better get my arse off to bed now. and wake early early early morning tomorrow. happy now mother? *grins while gritting teeth*

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

end.

have just finished watching the top-highly-unrealistic-drama, gossip girl season finale. *dances around room in glee* but too bad, no more dan humphrey nor chuck bass. :( oh well. im gonna go to bed now. as mother has already nagged bout sleeping late. see you in dream dan and chuck. :D

sweets.

someone's nineteen today. wheee.
HAPPY SWEET NINETEEN ARA BARA.
love you heaps forever and ever.
see you in tioman oke gurlgurl? :p
xoxo


p/s: ann, soweeee. (if you know what i mean) heh.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

post-its.

i was chatting with one of my athletic coach back in the days, sir tan ying gay. and then we started sharing pictures. and he showed me some of his family pictures. and also, he sent me pictures of me back in the running days. how nice of you sir, to still keeping pictures of us. hee. miss those old days!
sir tan with family. :)
cutest thing. :)
thats his wife and family. a half punjabian. simply cool.
and thats me. running ass off. back in 2006. gosh. my hand looks retarded. heh.
yes, i used to have muscular legs. rawr.look at the colours of my legs and arms. haha.
spot me. :D
spot it yet?
oh well. :)

anyways sir, glad to be able to keep in touch again. although, technically you werent really my coach, i mean coach me directly, but still, thank you for everything. take care and best of luck. :)

pause, unwind.

im experiencing post-nightmare blues. woke up, astonishingly havent raced down to devour my breakfast. oh wait. i dont do breakfasts. instead, switched on my lappy, listen to some random babbles from mother (no offence), stoned myself infront of my lappy. yeah, what a life. candid sensivity or hidden homosexuality? i vote for the latter. its humid now, indicating zero percent change of gloomidity. (wait, i created that word. is there such word? heh.) my phone on my lap, there arent any incoming calls, which basically means, unemployed. bye extra income. hello boring and rigid. i predict grumpy moods in not so distant future. my little-regular-friend's coming maybe? i might be desperate enough to lock myself infront the lappy watching ANTM (have missed so many of em since i land myself in malacca). if you're unable to contact me, dont send out a search party just yet. you know where to find me.
mother, should i go to millenium and give a shot? or how about giving me my monthly allowance? say with a 50% discount? ngeh. I LOVE YOU MOTHER. :p

too young to die.

an article e-mailed from mother's friend. it might look boring, but i find it interesting. oh well, that is because it is mostly related to me. sleeping late and waking up late, check and check. skipping breakfast, check. chips, doughnuts, cookies, check check and check. heh.

Evening at 9 - 11pm: is the time for eliminating unnecessary/ toxic chemicals (detoxification) from the antibody system (lymph nodes). This time duration should be spent by relaxing or listening to music. If during this time a housewife is still in an un-relaxed state such as washing the dishes or monitoring children doing their homework, this will have a negative impact on health. Evening at 11pm - 1am: is the detoxification process in the liver, and ideally should be done in a deep sleep state. Early morning 1 - 3am: detoxification process in the gall, also ideally done in a deep sleep state. Early morning 3 - 5am: detoxification in the lungs. Therefore there will sometimes be a severe cough for cough sufferers during this time. Since the detoxification process had reached the respiratory tract, there is no need to take cough medicine so as not to interfere with toxin removal process.
Morning 5 - 7am: detoxification in the colon, you should empty your bowel. Morning 7 - 9am: absorption of nutrients in the small intestine, you should be having breakfast at this time. Breakfast should be earlier, before 6:30am, for those who are sick. Breakfast before 7:30am is very beneficial to those wanting to stay fit. Those who always skip breakfast, they should change their habits, and it is still better to eat breakfast late until 9 - 10am rather than no meal at all. Sleeping so late and waking up too late will disrupt the process of removing unnecessary chemicals. Aside from that, midnight to 4:00 am is the time when the bone marrow produces blood. Therefore, have a good sleep and don't sleep late.
The top five cancer-causing foods , amongst others, are:

1. Hot dogs
Because they are high in nitrates, the Cancer Prevention Coalition advises that children eat no more than 12 hot
dogs a month. If you can't live without hot dogs, buy those made without sodium nitrate.
2. Processed meats.
Also high in the same sodium nitrates found in hot dogs, and other processed meats raise the risk of heart disease. The
saturated fat in bacon also contributes to cancer.
3. Doughnuts
Doughnuts are cancer-causing double trouble. First, they are made with white flour, sugar, and hydrogenated oils,
then fried at high temperatures. Doughnuts, says Adams, may be the worst food you can possibly eat to raise your risk of
cancer.
4. French fries like doughnuts,
French fries are made with hydrogenated oils and then fried at high temperatures. They also contain cancer- causing acryl amides which
occurred during the frying process. They should be called cancer fries, not French fries, said Adams .
5. Chips, crackers, and cookies.
All are usually made with white flour and sugar. Even the ones whose labels claim to be free of trans-fats generally contain small amounts of trans-fats.

BRAIN DAMAGING HABITS:
1. No Breakfast
People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level. This leads to an insufficient supply of
nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration.
2. Overeating:
It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power.
3. Smoking
It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.
4. High Sugar consumption
Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing malnutrition and may interfere with
brain development.
5. Air Pollution
The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our body. Inhaling polluted air decreases the supply of oxygen to the
brain, bringing about a decrease in brain efficiency.
6. Sleep Deprivation
Sleep allows our brain to rest. Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the death of brain cells.
7. Head covered while sleeping
Sleeping with the head covered increases the concentration of carbon dioxide and decrease
concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects.
8. Working your brain during illness
Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease in effectiveness of the brain as well as damage
the brain.
9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts:
Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may cause brain shrinkage.
10. Talking Rarely
Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain

The main causes of liver damage are:-
1. Sleeping too late and waking up too late .
2. Not urinating in the morning.
3. Too much eating.
4. Skipping breakfast.
5. Consuming too much medication.
6. Consuming too much preservatives, additives, food coloring, and artificial sweetener.
7. Consuming unhealthy cooking oil.
8. As much as possible reduce cooking oil use when frying, which includes even the best cooking oils like
olive oil. Do not consume fried foods when you are tired, except if the body is very fit.
9. Consuming raw (overly done) foods also add to the burden of liver. Veggies should be eaten raw or cooked 3-5 parts. Fried veggies should be finished in one sitting, do not store.

i am currently typing this post while stuffing french fries (or is it called cancer fries now?) down my throat happily. im sorry mother, iman tak kuat! heh.

perplexed.

monday and its blues. unconsciously, out of misery perhaps, i decided to almost, sleep my day off. heh. Upper East Side repertoire end tonight. sad faces everywhere i bet. no more dan humphrey swooning or sexy chuck bass, no more orange trenchcoats, no more shark sweaters or colourful leggings. damn. im too attached. what i need for now : money. haha. i sound like a prick. oh well, guess id be unemployed for the rest of the break. tioman, come here fast will you?
side notes : i was bloody hungy. (well, still am) but my late night carb consuming had to be stopped today. surrender towards late night stomache abuse for now. my foods had been clean swept by us siblings and nothing left in the kitchen now. and then, when i was telling my dearly girlfriend about my current crisis, she sent me an MMS. a shit festival. yes.
damn you ili! ;pp

boobasour.

ym wit ili baby. thank you for 'operating' my boobs and made it bigger. and also, the pokkodot bikini. very creative and appreciate it. heh. rawr!
p/s: ann, we miss you.

Monday, May 19, 2008

hey-day sunday.

as i looked around the circle, i felt a great deal of love. although the amps were blaring and the polluted youths shrieked to high heavens, my ears heard nothing i grinned, pleased that my body still knew how to respond to this infrequent feeling of appreciation. ive found refuge. i looked up, cliche as it seems. certain that god was looking straight at me from wherever he was, i shot him a smile and said a prayer. heh. (yeah, i was being dramatic for awhile. beware. now you see what hours of non stop reading does to you)
5months. it might not be powerful love, this bond we share, but it is merciful. as if by clockwork the circle began to laugh. i instinctively joined in. i didnt bother to ask why. it didnt matter, i looked around and i breathed in the atmosphere. dont count the minutes, forget the years, just count the moments.
on the other hand, father decided to actually spend the end of sunday with us after all. (us as in mother and dearest rascals). managed to scooped in two more novels at times, pavilion. (yes, pavilion again.) oh, and hello old routine. welcome back. went for dinner later on. then thats it. oh well, at least father did spend time with us. although its very obvious you have that i-am-forced-to look plastered on your face. heh. ego punya cicakman. i still dont understand why mother married father. ops, no offence father. perhaps ive said too much. i love you still.
sidenotes : a) im done reading Glamour. yeay. b) mother, you rock all time.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

catapult me.

no smiles were spared so far today. a bo-ring bo-ring day (so far that is). minus the ipoh hor fun i had with mother earlier this morning after her qigong session at tasik titiwangsa. guess ill get back burying myself under the novels. thats alright, life goes on after some mishaps, just like roads after speed bumps. wait, what? ouh and yes ili and ann, he forgot, again. in times like this, its existence aggravates the shit out of me. wishful thinking. please. do me some justice. I NEED WHIPPED CREAM MAN!

tag tag tag.

i got tagged, again, by meen this time. and due to the boring-ness, im doing it. heh.

Ever kissed anyone older than 30?
my parents, my granma n granpa.

Is your boyfriend or girlfriend a pain in the ass?
hurm. yes at times and no at times? :p

Do you like the color green?
apple green!

Are you in a relationship?
Yupps.

Ever eaten soap?
eugh. not that i have really eaten one. termasuk mulut adelah. :p

Do you miss anyone?
yes. alot indeed.

Is there some place you would like to visit?
alot. but dont worry, i wont list em down. :)

Have you ever fell into a mud puddle?
nope. never. run into it adela.

What song are u listening to?
stripper by soho dolls. ;)

What are you scared of?
afraid of letting my parents down, afraid of not being able to perform in my study, afraid of losing loved ones, afraid of not having enough money to spend. heh. the last part cannot go.


What's your favorite non-alcoholic beverage?
teh o ais?

Favorite alcoholic beverage?
i dont drink. sorry.

Do you own anything from American Eagle?
an orange shirt ann gave me. :p

If you could own a monkey, would you?
what for?

Do you regret anything?
of course. but oh well, whats in the past is in the past.

What are you excited about?
tiomannnnnnnnnnn. :D

Are you an artist?
i dont consider myself as one. but i can draw 5 years old's cartoons. heh, :D

Do you have an addiction?
yes. quite a number of them. one of them are girlfriends.

What you did for the last 2 days?
i went out with girlriends on friday. and sat at home the whole day yesterday.

What did you do last weekend?
last weekend? i believe i have just finished my finals on sunday.

Favorite swear word?
i dont swear. :)

Who do you love?
family, girlfriends, boyfriends (yes, with S) and King Edward from Narnia. haha.

Do you still love your latest ex?
:)

Ever regret breaking up with someone?
:))

Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
yes i have. heh.

What are you doing tomorrow?
aaah. too early to plan anything. :)

What are you wearing right now?
err. shorts and shirts?

Do you like anyone?
hurm. yes?

Do you like to cuddle?
teehee :)

Do you like your first name?
like? err. id say no. its a family name.

Do you want summer vacation?
i love vacation. :D

If you took a drug test would you pass it?
why yes of course.

When is your saddest day in your life?
saddest? hurm. the day i got my SPM result?

When was the last time you told someone you love them?
last night?

Who was the last person to tell you I love you?
girlfriend and boyfriend. :D

Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
my sister.

Quick, think of a quote from a song?
im yours?

What was the last thing you bought?
KFC!

Do you smoke cigarettes?
nah, i dont do fags.

and im tagging QUYA, CERA, NADIEYNE, and err.. SIS FARAH. ngeh. :)

Saturday, May 17, 2008

juxtaposition.

i had a pretty decent saturday. spent mosthalf of the day lying in my bed reading Glamour by Louise Bagshawe. it was good. but havent reach the extremely glory parts yet. if its anything like this, i know i wont get much sleep later. call me cliche. but i worship books. with the gruesome wholesome details put together perfectly in such beautiful words, i adore. whats not to like? *shrieks delightfully* its been ages since i last spend time reading everyday before i go to bed. disturbed mind with wheezy eyes intriques me. lack of diversity status? demolished.
looking forward to a day out with family tomorrow. father, lets ditch your football and go shopping for books? please please please with shugar on top? or the least you can do is gimme the cash and id be delighted to go on my own. ngeh. and maybe a pair of sneakers too? you owe me.

weeds.




a beautiful friday afternoon. exasperated being no more. smiles. connection's with the girlfriends are back, and i am merrily prancing through ym with girlfriends. the interview at the gardens went well. day out with girlfriends at pavilion was spectacularly great needless to say. (i love yous a million red M&Ms) manic frolicking, irresponsible romp, whatever you call it. narnia was a thumbs up too. (can i have prince King Edward for christmas please? :D) and i had a truckloads of laughter served on a platter of different ways.

extra cheese with extra girlfriends sounds extra good to me. :)




bihah seronok bercerita.


girlfriends on crack.


other profanities that i should blurt out : a) home away from all the studying pressure was good. home away from the girlfriends is not good. na-ah. everyone is practically missing everyone like hell. meeting them and catching up was good. thank you Lord. b) lads bulging in skinny pants, keep your balls tucked away please. had enough of fashion show today. c) girlfriends on crack rock ass.



ili memang begini. mak! marah die!
these were while waiting for anbreen.


lesbians and proud of it! heh. i love you baby! :DD
and yous too, ann and bihah. :)
finally. aizat, thank you veeery much.

things to look forward to : a) nak jumpe azwan adam. rindu. b) working. Lord, i need money. pronto. c) hello tioman.