cardiopulmonary.

Can you hear my heart beat? Do you know that it bleeds?

I let out a half smile. A glance took, another breath gone. In this moment, our efforts are all in vain. If time could turn back, things would be different. I look up, once again tempted. The person I once knew evaporates, seeps into the air. The same air I breathe in, I consume. The acids melted from the words we once exchanged. Silent, it hurts as I breathe.
Inhale hesitation, exhale regret. The heart, a beat skipped. If only I could turn my back, on the things that once made me, once had me. If only I could.
Stop, don't look away. The lungs have become tighter, the air thick as blood. I could feel the familiar suffocation. So familiar, I'm turning immune. Or maybe I already am one. But not this time.
Engulfed in flame brightly lit. The very scalp of it all. Inconspicuous of the blasphemy. And you carve a smile on your hinky face. The rancor in my eyes visible. Your blue veins and my crimson red heart. I slit your throat but you screamed for more. But you only stand of sturdy grounds.
Pernicious, how you speak. Careful and collected venomous at best. You are a platitude that disgusts. Your lies are badly rehearsed. Whining, echoing, shrilling through hills. Piercing through a blood curdling, panic stricken cry that seemed to surge out of nowhere, tear through the sky, then coil round like a lasting whit.

Don't get me? Good. The trick is to keep breathing.