nik nik nik.

date: 26th of january

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY
NIK NURAINI SYUHADAH :))

you're old! yeay!
babe, rindu u sgt sgt sgt weyyyy.
good luck in every single future undertakings oke?
miss all the times we had.
all the nasi ayam norainis, netball practices, library kajang, driving practices, semua lah! :DD
do take care and keep in touch!
*big fat kisses and sniffs added with love and cuddles*

ouh, and happy 20th birthday to you iqbal! :)

quiksilver revolution 2.0

here it goes, ann got me free tix for the quiksilver revo tour last week.
got back home friday night, asked permission from mum, informed dad as told by mum, green light permitted, texted friends telling the good news and off i go on the next morning.
reached at ann's around 11, waited for ara till 1+, reached pyramid at 2+, met ili and awie there, went for lunch till like 3+, then only we stepped in to the lagoon.
heartbeat starting to increase, forehead starts to have nervous sweats, eyes starting to google around observing people in full 'jakun-ness'. oke, i might be adding that up a lil bit. but still, well, believe it or not, im 18++ and this is my first event. sheesh.
changed clothes, put our bags aside, preciouses in the locker, took out the slippers, and off we go for the rides! :DD

ouh ouh, not forgetting the meeting, screaming, greeting and hugging part. lols. met lots of old and new fwens there. feels good to catch up. :) *camwhoring in the car (ara : driver : no picture) ;p

*lunch at teppanyaki!

*location: escalator, photographer: awie

*with ann and ili. :))

*this is the part where everyone is suddenly crazy of piggy riding and we decided to snap snap . :DD

*this is dear amer! art design, part 2, lendu-er as well. sort of bumped to him there. told u met alot of peeps din i? ( faizul, jgn jeles. har har. :p)

*ini si boyfriend dhaous yg gedik! wey wey wey! tau la lips mcm angelina en en en. lebey2 plak. gaga. :p

*anbreen and the colonies.

*awie bawie.*spot the not?

*the awesome foursome. whee.

*group pic!

oukayh, so those were SOME of the pics at sunway. had to go back at 6+ as ive received text msgs and 10 miss calls from mum whom already nagged about coming home late. (okayh dhaous, stop teasing me 'anak mama', thank you very much.)
so what if i am?? protective protective pun, my mama rocks oke. ;D
time sure goes by fast when one is having fun. the others still have not enough fun yet, therefore im the only one who leaves the place. hugged everyone, bid farewell, washed up and changed clothes. friend dropped off at sentral and on my way back already.
overall, even though a lil chaotic and lack of time, fun was had. end. :))

fwens x)

FRIENDS ARE FOREVER.

as plain as it might sounds.
but the meaning is as full as it really does. :))

they're like SWEET ADDICTIVE DRUGS.
drives you in and out no matter what shape you are in.
takes your sores away no matter what mood you are having.

i shall wake up and be THANKFUL as i have em all around me.
friends are the nicest things one can have.
and the only best thing that i can be.

thank you dear FRIENDS.
thinking about the good times we all had together,
makes me crave for them even more.

no matter OLD ones or NEW ones,
they're all mine and i love all mines.
I miss yous.

stealing is a no no!

from a book i read, it says that stealing is the biggest crime ever.
when you lie, you steal the truth from someone.
when you cheat, you steal the truth from you and another.
when you kill, you steal a life.
you steal maybe a wife, mother or a daughter, maybe a husband, father or a son of a family.
you take happiness away from people.
when you steal something from somewhere, of course that's a crime.
you're taking something that belongs to you,
you're taking something that others earn to pay for,
but you, you just take it without earning it.
is it possible to steal someone?
why of course. you're taking away a person's one.
i do not own you, you do not own me.
he does not own her, she does not own him.
literally i am not yours you are not mine.
literally he is not hers she is not his.
but when they love, they own each other's heart.
they have the hearts of their loved ones in hand.
fact, they could even control the emotions of one.
a smile is formed by another.
not just a smile, even tears.
tears of happiness and mostly, tears of sadness.
most of them say, "he/she makes me so happy. he/she makes me feel like heaven is where i'm stepping on" but when will they say "he/she's the cause of my teardrops. he/she's the cause you no longer see that bright smile on my face"? i wonder.
by taking someone's one,
you're stealing his happiness.
you're stealing his future.
you're leaving him behind with emotions he does not want to feel.
stealing is the worst crime ever.
by stealing, you could even break a heart,
not bones just bones of an old lady you push for wanting her purse,
but a heart by taking away the ones they love.

all i could ever think of is youyouyouyouyouyou&you.
even if i wanted to, i would never be able to get you off my mind.
but i wouldn't want to, least not now.
pictures of you i see.
that name of yours i hear.
people asking, all about you.
always asking me, do i miss you?
how could i say no with them asking and talking about you all the time?
even if they didn't, of course i miss you.
people telling me, they want to meet you.
people telling me, how handsome you are, how lucky I am to be having someone as sweet and nice as you are to be a part of me, i agree with them.
well of course i am.
and when they say you should be lucky to have someone like me, i laugh and say thats a big no.
well am i right? tell me i'm wrong, that would be delightful.
simple actions you, simple words you say, make my days.
not just that moment, not just that day,
cause when i think of it the next day and the days after like i do,
they turn into days.

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everything we had.

You were the only face I'd ever known
I was the light from the lamp on the floor
And only as bright as you wanted me to be
But, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick
And I do regret more than I admit
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist

Everything we had, everything we had
Everything we had, everything we had
Is no longer there

It was the only place I'd never known
Turned off the light on my way out the door
I will be watching wherever you go
through the eyes of a fly on the wall
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist

Everything we had, everything we had
everything we had, everything we had
Is no longer there, longer there

You saw for yourself, the way it played out
For you, I am blinded
For you, I am blinded, for you

I am no gentleman, I can be a prick
And I do regret more than I admit
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist

Everything we had, everything we had
(You have been followed, you have been followed)
Everything we had, everything we had
(You have been followed, you have been followed)
Everything we had, everything we had
(You have been followed, you have been followed)
Everything we had...

I'll be with you wherever you go
through the eyes of a fly on the wall

ilysfdm?

18 = 13 + 5 :))

cehwah :p

Though I never believe in forever,
but I know we'd last,
We'd last as long as we want to.
Because I know its real
And I know
you're worth every minute of my life.
I love you.

empty.

That night, I gave you an option. It was yours to decide. It was it or me. But I figured that's how it would be. Because I know you want 'it' so much. And you sounded really regretful for being with me, I could tell by the tone of your voice, by the tone of your text to be precise.
And if you're gonna leave me for this. I promise you I'll never come back. I'll never lay eyes on you. not anymore.
i'll hold on and be strong.
All you see in me was emptiness added with sadness. You said really hurtful things last night.
too much lovey dovey? Was it my fault? I thought I was doing good for you. But I guess I was wrong.
You said I was best. but may be, it was all a lie. May be I'm doing too much. Making you feel trapped with me. may be u feel drowned by my annoyance. I guess I should set you free, free like a bird. If that's what you want.
Because I don't want to see you sad anymore. It hurts me even more. I guess I am really doing too much. I really have nothing much to say. It's up to you now. The decision is yours.
I can't believe how much things have changed. now, I know what's going on in your head the whole time.

current mood : emotionally crappy

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pathetic us.

I miss you. I really do. It is pathetic I admit. But I fall fast and hard for pathetic jerks like you. I just cannot help myself. Even my friends are beginning to get sick of you. And I need them more than I need you. Please tell me you miss me. Treat me like you did before. I am addicted. You are my drug. And so call myself a drug-abuser. My lips spit words differently than what my heart is beating for. Come back to me. Baby, please.

ANN BABE, HOLD ON, BE STRONG. jerks like them do not deserve good stuff like us. ;)
ive been where you are now. whatever it is, im with you!

4.0 4.0 4.0!

pack pack pack pack pack!

stepping in to semester two this year has really made me realized how heavy the subjects and courses are really getting as the sem go by.
had to cut down all the funs and plays.
focus more and study well or say bye-bye.
like pn norida once said 'study today like you're dying tomorrow'.
daiyumn!
oke oke, cut the craps.
why am i suddenly being so stressful again?
aaah, i guess this is what piles of assignments with deadlines close to your neck plus lecturers who dont know how to teach and who only stare at the text book and read like a lunatic robot thus making you lose interest, attracting boredom and sleepiness and not forgetting having passion of giving pop quizzes like santa giving out candies to the children, does to you.
wou. okayh, FULLSTOP.
of course there is no way im gonna be 100% certified official nerd.
no fun means no life weyh! lols.
maybe lil less fun and lil more study?
the fun still need to be there though.
like ma said, 'whatever it is, enjoy your university life'. we did have good old days in UPM kan ma?
i still remember how i followed you to classes and go for movie with your housemates on the weekends. :)
ok ok, nuff said.
need to get back to my beloved study table and get my assignments done so i can enjoy my chinese new year happeely. :DD
toodles!

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blabs.

hands off the keyboard,
heads on the pillow.
good night :))

xoxo

boo you!

some of you might think...

Smoking makes you HOT
Lots of friends makes you POPULAR
Drinking makes you COOL
Boyfriend makes you PRETTY
Cash makes you RICH
Sex takes you to ANOTHER LEVEL

WHO EVER SAID DOING THESE THINGS TAKES YOU TO ANOTHER STAGE IN LIFE?

some people think doing these things would get them to somewhere better.
i know someone like this. someone who'd do these things like this to get to a better level in life.
picking up smoking as a 'hobby' doesnt make you hot.
it ruins your life, risks your health, it also makes you stupid.
we dont have to start lighting a cigarette because our friend does it all the time
we are who we are, and its best to stay who we are. smoking kills.

i REPEAT, smoking KILLS.

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hello ber yee!

*drum rolls*
aaaah. guess what? guess what?
ive just found out from mum that i have a new blog reader. wow wee! ehh. its two new readers actually. *winks*
hello BER YEE. :DD ouh, and hello MAMA!
the picture above is BER YEE. well, her name is Michelle Tan. but we call her BER YEE. my aunt. mum's sister, the youngest in her fam i might say. (and btw, mum's a pure chinese converted to muslim and she's the only one converted.)
BER YEE's one of my fav aunt. was voted so because of the way she treats us and hangs with us. maybe age is a reason though. sangat sporting, gila-gila, always brings us out for supper late at night (when all grown-ups her age should be safe-ly and sound-ly tucked in bed at this time) and so on lah. :p
she's 34 of age this year. just got married recently, around a year ago or so. currently having a human in her stomach! if you know what i mean. ;)
super good in drawing and building things. (thank you for the cute mini baby cot BER YEE!) she's some-sort-of-like an architect. i think. :p
all my mum's fam live in kuantan, mum's the only one stranded in KL because of study. though we're far apart, but the bond between them is as strong as ever. its like popeye after eating spinach strong. lols.
guess this is it je kot. will crap more as soon as my brain's light bulb lights. yikes.
toodles and take care BER YEE! :))

p/s: cant wait to get back for chinese new year! :DD

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love?

*gambar poyo. what can i say, camera whore! ;pp

its been awhile since I last felt this way.
i dont know if its a good thing or not.
but it sure as hell feels good.
you know the feeling when even the smallest things makes you smile?
where it tickles you in places and gives you electric shot all over your body? *giggles*
i call it, LOVE.
okay maybe this hasnt been my thing for some time.
but maybe this time, its real.
love's not only about feeling happy with your boyfriend or girlfriend.
its also about always feeling comfortable with the one you love.
no matter its your boyfriend, girlfriend, or even mum!
freaky? okay. i should stop. :D
sheesh.

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gerrrr-rate!

mayday mayday. holy nuts!
yesterday was a bull.
turh-daiyyy, was splendid.
GREAT day, GREAT people, GREAT movie. ouh, movies with the 'S' i mean. :D
game plan rocks. alvin rocks even harder.
okay, i know, ketinggalan baru nak tgk alvin. sheesh.
aite. nuff said. ;))
anbreen baby, high five! ;pp

cheers to anbreen aziz.

dear ANBREEN, have i told you how much i love you? thank you for always being there for me. it was very sweet of you to listen to my emo babbles. lols. honestly, i dont always have tempers. i think you can even count how many times i do tantrums. haha. but you're right, having a bad day is like a must in life. life would be too plain if having good days are all that matters. dont worry honey, i wouldnt do anything out of control just because im having a stressful-bad-day. that's so not me. id be okay in a minute and smile and laugh again like i always do. and because of you guys i smile alot more these days. :D love you till death. mmwa. :)

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*sigh*

You're very irritating.
You're just pretending to be someone..
Someone cool?
Do you think its cool to copy like that?
You copy, and that's what you do best.
Copy paste from people
From top to bottom, you're everything but not you.
STOP IT LA PHOTOSTAT MACHINE.

heartache.

egiemigie,imissyousodamnbadlymuch!
ouh.andand,missyoudearboyfriend!

shugar :))

ini izzidinar.
taken by lana.

eighteen going on nineteen, sengal.
he makes me smile :)

izzi,

sometimes I feel bad for what has happened in your past.

How unappreciative she was..

After all you've done.

And sometimes, because of that..

I tend to compare and wonder what made you this way.

Am I doing too much or am I doing too little?

At times, I don't even know whats going on in my head.

What he'd be thinking of me.

But for all I know, is that you're worth the time

Friend, im always here if u need a shoulder.

Love could be doubtful at times.

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temporary farewell.

Diploma in Accountancy
Semester Two
UiTM Malacca

ouhkayy.
lets do a formal goodbye now shall we.
byebye bloggie!
off to malacca baby!
will not be blogging as often as i used to in holidays. sheesh.
but still, will keep in touch though.
*BIGFATLUFF*

ohana.

i just adore posting pictures :))

loveyoumaandpaanddinieandmiya.

wide forehead, pimples n freckles!

i am me :)

and me love them :))
HAPPY 2008!

2008 baby :)

new year's resolution :
4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat; 4 flat. :DD

*tiru-ed from ann's babi. *winks* :p

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yeay! i got myself a STALKER!

to whom it may concern :)

You see, recently theres a someone who called him or herself ‘anonymous’ whom commented my previous blog! :)
Commenting someone’s blog is not a wrong thing to do. But when you talk bad about a person, that’s kind of wrong don’t you think? Especially when you don’t know the person you talk about. Hell, you think you’re so good talking bad about others?
Whats even worse is, YOU have the guts to talk bad about me, but got no BALLS to tell me who YOU are. Gosh. How pathetic of you. (Wait, do you have one ball or two balls? Haha.) Mind my manners! ;p
You see, I don’t really mind you talking bad about me actually. Cause, you don’t even know me. And who are you to judge me anyway? Are you my mum? Are you so good that you go around and talk bad about others? Ahhh. I believe you’re not!!

AND SO WHAT IF IM NOT PRETTY AND IM UGLY?

SO WHAT IF I HAPPENS TO LOVE CLIPPING UP MY FRINGE AND SHOWING MY WIDE FOREHEAD THAT CAN FIT IN FIVE FINGERS?

OR WHAT IF I HAVE PIMPLES OR FRECKLES?

OR EVEN FUNNIER, IF I HAVE CURLY HAIR?

PFFT.

Well, tell you what, I also have big muscular legs. Ouh ouh, and also flat chest. And and im a size 9, i sweat easily and I too have imperfect teeth! So what? Does all that bothers you?
Is being pretty all that matters to you? Is the outside looks all that matters to you? Duhh. If so, do a favour and go bury yourself dude.
Each and every single of god’s creation has its own pros and cons oke? Read this nicely, NOBODY IS PUUURFECT!
So why don’t YOU go and find something better to do instead of stalking me and talking bad about people! Hah! May you be blessed by god, loser. Aaamin.
NOW BLOW YOURSELF AWAY FROM MY LIFE. shu shu! :D

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