Yes, I am pretty much demolished slash devastated at the moment. No, no. I am normal. Hence I have selected few who reel me in into a vortex of catastrophic, untamed metaphoric slash jovial mess. Wow. How that made sense out of me, I don't even know. What I place irresistible rants on : Results. Yes. I have gotten hold of my much awaited results finally. It wasn't what I expected or wanted or desired. But still, I am grateful enough to say Thank You God. And thank you mother. For still being proud of me.
You don't know the amount of mind-expanding emotions colliding when I found out about my result. Its a mixture of 85% disappointment plus 10% envy plus 5% grateful. Which very much resemblances LOUD and OFF-PITCH. You know, like a man's voice. Pardon me. It is just that I feel like I've done all I could. But yet it is still not enough. (insert top of lung head dunk in pillow scream) Oh well, I guess I just have to keep trying and be a lithesome lithe. And by the way, congratulations to you dear lesbian partner! *e-virtual hugs kiss smack ass*
Though cousin J convinced me and made me believe that people like them have 2 brains like a mutant. And people like me and him have only 1. Also, that we are considered lucky to have one and should be grateful. He also wisely advised me not to be a kiasu. I reckon I am one. And I can't help from being one. Good lord, SOS!
Righteous. Enough is enough. What took place today : (i) Departed from Gran's house at 8.30am along side with happy faces resulted by stomach filled with home made grandmother's Wan Tan Mee. Reached KL by 12.30pm. (ii) Took off to Malaysian American Commission Education Exchange centre (MACEE) for Visa application procedures at 1pm, things were settled (yay!), and were safely home by 6pm after a meal that consists of lunch mixed with pre dinner at the newly opened McD in Bangi with le Queen. (iii) 7.30pm, happily refreshed self and engaging self to the E-world. wallah!
Side note : Mayday mayday! Summoning all beloved beautiful girlfriends. The urge to rejoin femme circles is highly in need! Roger and out.
And oh, I am officially missing somebody so badly. So so bad i tell you.
You don't know the amount of mind-expanding emotions colliding when I found out about my result. Its a mixture of 85% disappointment plus 10% envy plus 5% grateful. Which very much resemblances LOUD and OFF-PITCH. You know, like a man's voice. Pardon me. It is just that I feel like I've done all I could. But yet it is still not enough. (insert top of lung head dunk in pillow scream) Oh well, I guess I just have to keep trying and be a lithesome lithe. And by the way, congratulations to you dear lesbian partner! *e-virtual hugs kiss smack ass*
Though cousin J convinced me and made me believe that people like them have 2 brains like a mutant. And people like me and him have only 1. Also, that we are considered lucky to have one and should be grateful. He also wisely advised me not to be a kiasu. I reckon I am one. And I can't help from being one. Good lord, SOS!
Righteous. Enough is enough. What took place today : (i) Departed from Gran's house at 8.30am along side with happy faces resulted by stomach filled with home made grandmother's Wan Tan Mee. Reached KL by 12.30pm. (ii) Took off to Malaysian American Commission Education Exchange centre (MACEE) for Visa application procedures at 1pm, things were settled (yay!), and were safely home by 6pm after a meal that consists of lunch mixed with pre dinner at the newly opened McD in Bangi with le Queen. (iii) 7.30pm, happily refreshed self and engaging self to the E-world. wallah!
Side note : Mayday mayday! Summoning all beloved beautiful girlfriends. The urge to rejoin femme circles is highly in need! Roger and out.
And oh, I am officially missing somebody so badly. So so bad i tell you.
*angkat tangan* SAYE TAU SIAPE AWAK RINDU. Saye bukan no satu la tapi :P haha. anyways. thank you!
ReplyDeleteand yesh, cepatlah ari kamess.
ouh ouh, woaaa.. wantaan :P
ahahahaha
ReplyDeletewheeeeee
tak sabaaaaaaaaar
pastu nk pergy survey murvey
pasni nk bwk tisu byk2
tak nak kalah ng u
haha
tak pun pinjam krim kak echa
woot woot
hahahaha
wahhh...rindu sgt kat sape la tu..bila nak kluar..huhuh
ReplyDeletehahahahahaa. i was a bit blurr. i mean, tissues? ahahaha. den suddenly rings a bell. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAA, baek! jangan kantoi! bring some socks if needed :P hahaha :P ape laaa. you should be thankful! tak nampak macam ngandong when you wear one. haha.
ReplyDeleteand btw amar, TEEEETT TTEEETTT TEEETTT.
ahahaha
ReplyDeletengokkk
fine
one is breastless and one is pregnant
ngam la tue
hahaha
oi
ape tett tett tett
haa haa haa :p
btw amar, sabar yeaaaa
soon
haha :)