Nothing in this world.

No fancy words can describe these.

Girlfriends,

I may not have been what I should have been lately. Ups and downs. The goods and the bad. I may not spend a lot of time with yous recently. Time and tide. Responsibilities and commitments. It wasn't how I wanted it to be too. I sincerely apologize for all that I have done. Purposely or the other way round. Now and then. Know that I will never ever want to hurt yous.
Things might seem like it has changed. We no longer do things together now that I'm far apart. We no longer talk to each other everyday like we used to. We no longer cherish each other's happiness and endure all the hardships like we used to. We no longer walk, eat, play, study, sleep together like we used to. Too many barriers to be list down. Less time were spent together obviously. But, those are just physicals that are being displayed on the outside. Deep deep down underneath everything, it is still the same. I love and care for yous just as the same as I used to. Now and then. Forever and always. It will never change. Mark my words.
Dearest loves, you mean the world to me. I've never been close to anyone like yous. You girls are more than a friend. More than a sister. Yous are my everything. Nothing could ever replace yous and I wouldn't trade yous for anything even if I could. Too precious and I wouldn't be able to bear the loss. Seriously. Though I might be miles away, know that you girls are always close in my heart. I'm aware that the choices I made affected our friendship in some ways, but I know you girls will always have my back just like I have yours. We'll get through this. Together. I LOVE YOUS.

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Side note : (i) Girls, update your blog as often as you could. So that I'd have a peek of your life from afar. (ii) Keep me updated with all the gossips pretty please. Email me as often as you could. Imma check in every week and I demand to know about everything. *threatens* I might be far away, but I still am a part of yous. And there is no such thing as losing contact or not being in contact! Better bear that in mind! (iii) Anbreen dear, have fun on your birthday. Go get a webcam so I could see you on your big twentieth. Gosh. This is going to be hard. *deep breathe* (iv) Ili sayang, I know you can handle yourself just like you always do. You're a tough girl and you're my tough girl. You're the kind of girl that breaks down and comes back up stronger than ever. Put in mind that no matter how heavy the burdens seems to be on your shoulder. You still have your girls. You still have me. I'm an email away. I promise I'll try hard to be there for you through it all. Just let me in. And this goes to the rest of my loves too. (v) Take care. Make sure you're all in one piece when I come back. It won't be long. (vi) I LOVE YOUS! *shouts*