cataclysmically uncalm.

i might as well imprison my self now. for i have sinned really bad. its already holiday day two (make it three now that it is almost midnight) and i havent even touched any of them bloody assignments yet, not even a glance i tell you. this is bad. real atrocious uber bad. when i close my eyes, id see workloads. when i open them, id see them for real. holy poo on toast! right. i might stop whining and start moving. will definitely have a frolicking session with some tomorrow morning. no, a vow i made, a vow id proceed with indeed.
what kicked ass today : (i) outing with le lad to klcc and pavilion. ann was supposed to come along but was then stopped by automobile insufficiency. lad bought himself a bag and i helped myself a cheap silver necklace with hearts from forever 21 and also, one whole good yummy dozen of j.co. cravings are strictly not to be ignored. it can go from bad to worst if done so. its a big no no. (ii) broke fast at home, (finally) after two days of fast breaking with dearest opah at Shah Alam. had mother's ever famous curry mee. uhmm. i can still taste it down my throat.
to-do-list : (i) workloads. (ii) workloads. (iii) workloads. i can feel the stitch of guilt inside giving an agonising leap. a never end screaming of joy against skin. i am definitely fractionally unappeased i tell you. joy of sweet sorrow!
side note : (i) its the last day of fasting! already? how time flies. and this is clenching me closer to the finals. *gulps* (ii) awk, jum lah raya same same sekejap. pastu kite snap snap kejap. rindu. :( (iii) oh, october 26th dah nak dekat. :(