unholy mourning.

and when naked honesty thrushes into your body, comes a moment when you can't feel a thing. too numb for words. hesitating for a move, and your eyes intensify. i felt like a horse, coming from a bad breed. but between the bad and the good, only the latter needs to be embraced, no? felt like shit earlier. earlier that is.
run! reeled me in almost too early. bad enough that i have a zombie's sleeping pattern. but my day went supreme today. (i guess?) moving on, i woke up early today, superbly weird? yes. tell me about it. i might actually be able to reverse the pattern anyways. the rest of the day shall commence with enthusiasm. pumped up to some fresh, naive blood. heh. thank you mother. for the wantan mee, and the dollars deposited into my account. ngeh. im talking FRESH ENTERTAINMENT now. apparently mother was extremely happy and claiming that finally she has a normal daughter who leads a normal life by waking up at 7 in the morning. objections anyone? *raises hands*
side notes : tonight's conference with girlfriends came up with a conclusion that MOST lads are morons. heh. no offence lads. i have perfectly emphasized the word most there. i can even come up with a statistics proving lasses are smarter than lads. good Lord. and also, them lasses of mine summed up something for me too.

ili : add, equals to read-able.
add : i am? :s
anbreen : add, equals to predictable.
add : i really am? :ss
anbreen : boleyh bace muke you oke.
ili : tau tape.
okayh, i need to take up drama classes. pronto.

on the other hand, them matrix people got their results today. some of my lads and lasses scored excellently, and some did average. felt sorry for those who didnt. a surge of relieveness flows through when the thoughts of rejecting matrix slipped by. stabs of jealousy for those who did well. and regrets taking place thinking i could be standing in between those lads and lasses too if i accepted the offer. sad. how a single twist of fate can decrease your ego in so many ways. oh well, lets concentrate on the present now shall we?
merry thoughts to consume : a summer splash topped with sleepover at girlfriend's added with a surprise for gurlgurl's nineteen. im feeling evil now. ngeh. and tioman! good heavens. i cant wait. all it takes to make me merry. smiles lads and lasses!
side notes : a) eykaa, 3.79 for science matriculation is luar biase oke? bukan biase! b) welcome to the blogging world deeeeeeeee.