godsent.

Mia and I were talking about them lads and lasses' matriculation result, and it hit me that i am going to 'pick up' my much-awaited results soon. im nervous shitless and i certainly do not possess the same amount of confidence i had seven eight months ago. i want it so bad, id sell my soul (collection of books) or sell my organs (collection of er.. books? boy. thats the only thing i collect.). i know ive done my best, though i am a little bit skeptical on if "my best" will get me a GPA of 3.5 the least maybe? so on that day, ill be in my turtleneck and jeans. in case i wallow.. and that is not a good thing. so for you, the ones who will be taking your results soon too (though im not sure who even reads my posts, maybe just me, eh?), may the force be with you. *smiles* and i am still nervous shitless i need to type something to brush off these unwanted feelings. God, have mercy to the powerless (me)!
p/s : sister D, trust me, your whining annoys me. eeek.

yael naim , a french. love her song.
bak kate ellen degeneres, the one who sings the most 'la-la' in her song.