prickly disposition.

*my new current laptop's wallpaper. pfft.*

shit. im depressed.
awful awful start of the week. my heart has sank for far too deep for a many time. way to make a poignant point. yikes. what was i saying again? hah! finals are in less than a month time and im still fooling around. couldnt bring my lazy ass to concentrate and study. lately been spending hours in front of ze laptop either playing stupid nonsense games or 'doodling' with za paint, adobe and so on, or watching ze forever-never-finished cantonese series i got from ber yee. well, its not that it never finishes. just the lack of time to spend it on watching the series till it ends i guess?
lord, i couldnt bear the predictable look that will be plastered on ma's face IF i did not score my exam. goshh. scrap those darn thoughts! i should be more superior than this sick, sad being! my attempt on being a tragic person? worked. it ain't the kind of tragic i wanted, however, it took my wishful thinking far too literal. i'm tragic. i mean, tra-gic. ouhkayh, enough. a line further and i might be mistaken for a sad emo bimbo sack. pfft.
a couple of pre-april resolutions made. (a) spend the rest of my free time in the library. (yes, this will include my upcoming study leave that will be spent mostly at the lib. joy.) (b) stay away from ze bed during the day as much as i can. (its not that i sleep a lot to be precise, but you know, precautions they say?) (c) decrease the amount of unnecessary spending. (kate nak save up for shopping? haih.) (d) stop wishing and start kicking.
this was a rather menacing post isnt it? not to mention, encapsulated with nothingness. there i go again. anyways, it feels bloody good to be home. adlynn, meet home. home, meet adlynn.

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