cliche.

Okay people. Here's a lesson. Cause this is the most influential, idiotic things happening to me as of this moment. i'd like to think that everyone is on relatively the same page as me.

STOP INSISTING YOU HAVE THE WORST LIFE EVER.
Shit happens. yes, it's a very cliche, over-used saying, but what the hell? It's over-used for a REASON. Shit DOES happen. get over it. blow it off, even. it works for me. i'm finally as happy as I can be (am i?), and it's not because i continue to dwell over crap that DOES NOT MATTER. stop whining. your life is NOT the worst thing in the world, you are NOT the one with the most problems, and YOU ARE NOT UGLY, FAT, DISGUSTING, ANNOYING unless you MAKE YOURSELVES THAT WAY. I have seen plenty overweight, beautiful people because they choose to be. and there's beauty in everyone. just show that instead of your ugly side. if you take the time to stop whining about one thing and consider a good aspect about yourself, you'll FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF. low self-confidence can be helped, you know. but if you continue to insist that you are shit, you are going to STAY shit. period. and as much as everyone loves you, no one wants to hear your shit. unless it's funny. if it is, shit away. i am so tired of trying incredibly hard to stay in a good mood, and have people completely try and shoot me down because they're feeling like shit. I HAVE PROBLEMS TOO and I'M TRYING HARD TO KEEP THEM TO MYSELF AND NOT TAKE IT OUT ON ANYONE. yeah, okay, I comfort them for a while. but after several months of this shit, it's getting pretty annoying. WE ALL HAVE LOW SELF-ESTEEM, ESPECIALLY ME. even the cocky bastards that you just want to punch in the face are insecure about something. but you know what? considering the fact that we are all self-conscious, we should probably just say, "screw it," get on with our lives, and actually be HAPPY with our lives. then again, that could go the other way. if you're an arrogant bastard, shut up. no one likes you as much as you think they do. and if you're just being that way to cover up your insecurities, stop caring so much, and we won't care so much. no need to be a bitch to other people (hah, that's rich coming from me).

I AM NOT MAKING SENSE am i?

and if you think this is about you, it probably is. it's directed to pretty much everyone out there, including myself. If you think i hate you, I do not. i can honestly say I don't extremely dislike anyone. i might get pissed, (LIKE HOW I DID TODAY WHEN I FEEL LIKE BURNING THE STUPID COW SHIT SLOW DUMB KTM), but I get over it. and so should you. so if you're going to start shit when you read this, whatever. i don't care, i don't want to hear it. It's the truth, so deal with it. stop being so goddamned sensitive.

and no, i'm not one of those arrogant hypocritical lass who tells everyone else what's wrong with them and tell them what to do about it, because this goes for me too. if I do this, please, ili, ann, whoever, do me a favor, kick me, slap me, whatever. i'll stop. it might take some time, but trust me, I will.
Over these years, i have been able to get a huge hold on my temper. everyone who's seen me when I'm mad knows how i dont get pissed often, and the fact that I recently spent an entire day pissed but just sucked it up and got over it..... well, basically, if I can control my temper, you can control your bloody ego, whether you need to deflate it or inflate it.

Inhale, exhale.

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