revealed and relieved.

have you ever feel like you want to do something but you cant do that something because you're afraid you'll lose something because of that something?

have you ever feel like you have a big huge lump on your throat whenever you wanted to say something out loud but you couldnt and all you can do is to swallow it hard?

have you ever feel like you're carrying a 100pounds of guilts behind your back because of you're hiding something from your bestest friend and you just couldnt tell her or him because you're afraid you might hurt his or her feelings?

secrets sucks dont they?
guilts sucks even more!
oh babe, god knows how i feel all this while.
okayh, enough now with the emo-ism.
right now, right here, im currently feeling superbly free and light. free from all the stupid burdens and moron guilts. dear gurlfriend, im so glad ive told you the truth. now ive got nothing to worry about and i can move on with life without the lumps or the pound of guilts. yeay me! :)
thank you thank you thank you for being so understanding. he was right. i should have believed that nothing can break you and me apart gurlfriend. na-da. zilt! even though we're miles away and doesnt update with each other much often, you're still close to me in my heart. honest!
i love you like a child love candies! you rock, fiezah!
*lots and lots of big fat loves with kisses and sniffs*