Heart Alignment.

Have I told you how many mind boggling issues had been occupying this tiny helpless mind of mine? Well, I'm just a nineteen year old teenager. Bite me.

I think human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that the feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human being puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.

Maybe that's just growing up. When you're young, you tell yourself things like, "Well, if it didn't work out, it wasn't meant to be" as if that actually meant something just because it sounds like it does. I think you can say something like that so blithely because you expect to stumble onto something else just as wonderful just around the next bend in the road. But people are rare perfect unique things and just because everyone really does live a life full of farewells doesn't mean you shouldn't at least realize what it really means to say goodbye to something that meant everything. Just because you will survive and get over it doesn't mean you should let it go. Cause I believe you should go for it if you want it. No matter how your heart screams otherwise.

So, tell me. What's your issue?

And oh, I'd be sent to TERENGGANU for this upcoming short course for a month. Holy Mackerel! Ganu kito!