anger-strophe

putting off forthcoming awkward emotion. warning, emotional outburst in the making. but it is something of a natural state, destined by the Maker-- i dont excel. its not a lavish gift but it is what i do out of the bright blue round moon. (meaning very very rare) and it is a perfect piece to end an enigma. i will find myself, one day. but i will do it my way.
current state : physically, emotionally and mentally 110% beat and somewhat unhappy.
perhaps ill pleasure myself with a post of anger and multitude of hormonal interventions.
here it comes, awaited.. damn you old scumbag farts who stare like never before seen a human. damn you selfish creatures in train who wouldnt give way or at least think of others besides self. damn you impatient disgruntled lady in bus who couldnt wait to get down and pushes everyone out of the way while the bus is still moving and practically causing certain amount of imbalance stumbles. damn you unhygienic humans with unpleasant body odour. eek. in one word, i hate crowds. especially the 5-7pm back from work and school crowds. hell. im done cursing. thank you and goodbye. wait, i left out another, damn you zits and pimples and acnes whatsoever. (cant you just leave me a-lone for a second?)
good lord, i need a long bath and a pleasant laid back lying-on-the-bed-with-soothing-songs-creeped-in-my-ears moment. sobs aplenty.
p/s : no no no. im not having any periods. heh.