semi-excited, wholly relaxed.

it's like you're trying to portray something. trying to tell the world how happy and complete you are. pretend. you know it when you want something yet you can't have it. but you feel so bad inside, because you know you've done something bad. you have hurt. you've uttered painful words. its irreversible. you can't take back what you've done, what you've said. you're confused, you are! feeling nostalgic. you're a bad person, bad bad person. but what can you do about it? you only wish you could erase your mistakes. which is clear that wishing doesnt do you any good.

righteous. enough of those atrocious emoitism. will be having finals starting 22nd. which is this upcoming tuesday. and all the things that are sure to happen. late night studying. after-studying movies session. late night carb consuming. pre exam symptoms, late night karaoke-ing in so called releasing tension (aaah, i stil remember this one, bihah and ili. :) ). ouh well. the list goes on. will be finishing on the 11th of may. still long way to go. *sigh* but on the other hand, couldnt wait for holidays to come.

weekend frowns : its an utterly awful shame that i had to get back to campus early (as in today). netball tournaments. yeahh. i know. nak exam pun ade game. what can you do when you do what people tell you to do? anyways, the goods : looking forward to meeting the gurlfriends. and not to forget bihah's birthday. surprise surprise. ;)
and so, merry fryfriday to you! cross your fingers for me lasses!

sidenotes : a) happy upcoming 5th birthday lil kiddo! :). b) azwan adam, missing you.
mental notes : a) go out with thomas before he leaves for aussie. b) vacation away with friends during sem break!