april and i.

april is swiftly coming and going. time has never been kind. 10 hours go by like 10 minutes and before i know it, its already a new week. itis kind of a pro and con situation for me. i have been so bogged down by the whispers and voices in my head that have been questioning my point of views. what point of views could a 18++ year old possibly have concerning life, you might ask? well, before you start criticizing, try to remember that one point of your life when you were so puzzled about everything. you try so hard to be blithe but somehow your mind doesnt want to behave that way. that is how i am now. i am filled with CONTRASTING IMAGES (i think). i really need a break. they should put me under hypnosis, if only for two minutes. to be cut off from the world for a mere 120 seconds would be bliss, just enough to regain my mental stability. ouh, and by the way mother, a vacation off on the island with friends this semester would be great. pretty pretty pleaseee with sugars on top? ouhkayh, i should stop.