crossed mind.

as Anbreen and I were killing time in her room waiting for the others to be back. something crossed our mind as we strode through not-so-memorable memory lane.

at times, when you feel empty and alone, you tend to reminisce certain things that invited merry in the PAST. and then when you flick back at the reason the merry is now absent, a sudden remorse came filling in. i wonder why? (i) is it because the changes that happened as time pass? (ii) or is it because you're just the kind of person who picks it and drops it? (iii) found something better and decided to dispose the old rotten one? do people change that easily? but they say, its not easy to change. Once you’re a COW, you cant be a PIG. (what a metaphor. I know)

boy oh boy. this is all getting to me like a pile of somewhat unsolved obnoxious mystery puzzle. i hate the thinking game. how euphoric it would be if with a snap, poof! wishes granted and there you go, happily ever after. but things aren’t always that easy. in fact, nothing is that easy in the world. pushing aside luck of course. lets push it far far away. that don’t count! blergh. *pulls hair screaming*

out, xoxo.